New Year Sparking Old Questions

Are you placing a reward system on your life?
Are you tying that reward to your happiness and letting it dictate how you feel?

Do you expect to be rewarded for the things you do?
In your mind, is life supposed to offer that, a sort of ROI?

Do you feel entitled to it?

Does it only make sense to do something if there is a reward?
Do your decisions only make sense if there is a payoff?

And if you do feel that way,
is it wrong?

What does a reward even mean?
What does it look like to you?

Does it have to exist during your time on earth for it to matter?

What if there is no reward?
Does it still matter?

Are you afraid of that possibility?

What if impact was the reward?
Something intangible.

Does a reward give something more meaning or purpose?
Or is meaning created elsewhere?

What other meaning could it have?

Are humans on this earth simply to make an impact?
Is that an uncomfortable truth for us?

Are our brains wired this way for a reason?
And if so, are you supposed to unlearn that reward system on the way to your highest form?

With love,
Desiree